Today I woke up feeling just tired, and not wanting to get up. I got Henry changed and fed right away. I got myself a cup of coffee, and then really didn't eat anything for breakfast. I ended up not getting dressed or even doing any Have to Dos until after Noah got home from school. I washed dishes, started supper, washed the dog, and cleaned the bathroom. When Matt got home, I went to quickly vote,and by the time I got home, Matt had supper finished. I felt pretty happy at that point, and got supper cleaned up after. Then I sort of ended up in a bad mood,because about the time I went to relax, Matt started to get cranky. He snapped at me and he snapped at Noah. I know he has been stressed about our finances lately, and I'm sure that is what put him out of sorts. So I went to our bedroom and changed into pajamas, and he followed me back there to apologize for being cranky toward me. I told him it was ok, then asked him if bills were bugging him. After sitting down and talking about it,and figuring out a plan of action, we felt much better about our situation. I do have that interview this Saturday, and I'm feeling pretty confident on getting it. If I get the job, it should help us enough that we should have enough to save. Since we have our battle plan, so to speak, I feel much more confident. I think with this pregnancy I feel much more emtional, especially when it comes to how others are acting or reacting to me. Most things make me feel like I can cry at the drop of a hat. Sometimes I get what I've read at teh "Merry-Go-Sorry", a thing that starts out with giggles that ends with hysterical sobbing. Apparently my tear ducts want a good work out this pregnancy. Today was a typical depressive day for me today. I felt mostly appathetic today, wih a chance of becoming pretty sad. I managed to fight off the sadness though with something that I knew would fix what was bugging me and helping Matt too.
Have to Do: dishes, gave the dog a bath, cleaned the bathroom
Want to Do: plan on reading a book before bed tonight
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